We just got our official approval e-mail today and now we are on the hunt for our angels. The way this is working is now that we are approved, we get an e-mail for all the new children going through the system. After reading their information, if we are interested in the child/children we can inquire. If not, we just keep waiting. This is a hard thing for me. I have to read through what these children have been through and it's heartbreaking. I wish I could just have them all and hold them all close to me and keep them all safe. It's hard, but I know God is taking care of those children and I know their foster families are taking great care of them until they find their forever homes. I also know God is preparing a child/children for us. We just have to be patient, just as if we were pregnant waiting out 9 months. We will meet our angels soon :)
It's funny because I get all the same emotions as if I were pregnant. I know what it feels like to have my heart overflowing with joy and love. I know what the anticipation of waiting for a child to arrive is like. I know the excitement of planning a room theme, picking out paint colors, and planning a
I truly believe the human body is incredible and the things it can do are just amazing. Birthing a child is an incredible experience and without it I would not be looking for my children right now, but it's not part of my story right now. Maybe someday, but not today. My miracle is down a different path. It's a more beautiful path than I could have ever planned for myself. I am blessed.