and I’m cranky… today signifies the conclusion of my 38th week of pregnancy and I’m tired of being tired.

why?

I no longer sleep very well at all and am suffering from a smidge of pregnancy insomnia. so when I do sleep, it’s a light and fluffy sleep as opposed to a deep and restful sleep.

yes, this post is me complaining. after having a wee one inside you for over half a year, you get over the “awww I’m making a new life” and you get to the “argh I just want my body back and to hold this new life in her own space”.

I feel like I’m going to be pregnant forever. I know I JUST got her travel system, her crib still isn’t assembled, and I need to sterilize her bottles but ugh! i’m ready for her to come!

this week I finally have a doctor appointment. I woke up this morning feeling pretty angry at them. i’m 38 weeks and they haven’t checked the position of the baby, given me an estimate of her weight, checked me for dilation or effacement, or any of the shit people that are around my same timeframe have had done!!! I realize that i’m low risk but that doesn’t mean neglect me! hell I’m still not even on weekly visits and I’m about to pop this kid out! so yeah, on Thursday the doctor will be having a firm talking to from yours truly.

I’m done ranting…

xoxo frustrated Fiona (no, that’s not my real name lol)